"If your right eye causes you to sin, pluck it out and throw it away; it is better that you lose one of your members than that your whole body be thrown into hell." Matthew 5:29
I am such a sinner. And instead of trying to just get by, committing the same sins over and over or even worse, committing grave sins maybe is should actually make a change in my life. How am I expecting to change my life without making a change. And I can't make the change, God can make the change, but I'm not even asking him to. Instead of waking up late, rushing to work, getting busy sinning with my right eye, left eye, right arm, and my TONGUE, I could finally do something about it. Maybe faith was really easy for me at first, and it felt like sins left my life like scaled falling off my eyes, its not the case now. And it's time to be a big girl and actually act like I could use the help. It's about time for me to finally be radical about changing my life. PLUCK IT OUT! Unfortunately, it wont be as easy as removing my eye. I need to start begging for grace. I need to stop coasting on the relationship that I currently have with the Lord and start striving a little bit. It's unfortunate that I had to learn the hard way that I'm in desperate need of conversion, but if I didn't chase after Jesus right now I would have completely lost. And be even more of an idiot.
Pray for my soul! It's been two steps forward and eight hundred back. One day I'm praising the Lord and thinking about how eager I am to do penance for sinners, but the following day I can't even keep my own soul out of the fire. I hate sin. Let's get away with it. Before it's too late.
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